x-ray & whisky

Collected my x-ray cd today and this time the female doctor is not around and was consult by another doctor... it's really crap, anyway doctor advice to take another 2 shots today which cost about $53.00 and result will be out this Saturday... *pray*
Doctor suspect there's something pressing on my nerve which cause the sharp pain at my lower back area... Soooo many problem... (T-T)
During the 2nd x-ray same thing, have to fill in my LMD and this time it's a guy... He asked me... "anything wrong with your menses"? with a weird look on his face. Sigh... Have to repeat/explain the same thing the 2nd time... We will never go SATA again...

Went out to marsiling market for lunch today at my aunt fish soup stall and yippeee... I'm so glad that she told me that I look better now.. as in not pale anymore...

3 more days and whisky will no longer be with me (T-T)
Here are some picture of whisky with us since Dec 2007 till current...

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I will miss my Whisky terribly >.< I should SMS Molly and get her to pick Whisky up at a later date? kekeke...

My day~

27 April'09

Early morning 7am, drag myself out of the bed and prepare myself to get ready to head to Bukit Timah hill with my hubby, parent & relatives. Gynae told me to start on some exercises, next pregnancy try not to exercise... Wow, I've not been exercise for such a long time and "walking" up the hill is killing me and am breathless, even mummy is walking faster then me and she went for second round... *LOL*




Went to SATA for x-ray yesterday and this time need to get a Q number for registration, what the... the wait for the registration was like 15-20mins -_-"
After my consultation, I was instruct by the doctor to head to Room 5 for x-ray... Before that I have to fill up a form and fill in my LMD (Last Menses Date and so I fill in Nov'2008 and head to changing room. I can hear the auntie asking my hubby question about my LMD...I was ready for the x-ray a malay nurse asked and said the following;

1. "What Happened"?
2. "Are you sure you are not pregnant now"?
3. "I don't want the baby to die again"

What the hell... Anyway, we did answer her question and so hubby left the room and the lady proceed to the x-ray... Meantime, she asked me... what happen to my baby? Which month lost? when did I get married? Sigh... I was quite annoy and feeling a little upset... *sobsob* Will be collecting my x-ray report tomorrow and I hope everything is going to be okie... *pray*

After my x-ray, we went to collect our new passport. This time passport number will no longer be our IC number anymore...35 days to Taiwan~~ ^^

Molly will be picking whisky up this Saturday >.< *sobsob* We will be bringing Whisky out this Friday to Marina Barrage with Angie + Mako the maltest... :)

28 April'09

Rainy day in the morning till afternoon~ Nothing special for me today, just another rest day, keke...

Chella drop by my place to pick up 4 boxes of clothing for the charity in the evening and WOW, she's my 1st female friend driving a Mini-BUS! *salute*
This friend of mine is trying to be funny, she don't put on seat belt while driving, she just permanently click the seat belt together and leave it behind her without putting on... Anyway, she drive me to Causeway point for early dinner~ I choose "dian xiao er" :P It've been years since we last seen each other and really sit down for a chat (don't consider my wedding day, as we have not much time to chat). It's was nice to catch up with old friend again ^^

I have a surprise visit from Angie & KC at about 9.15pm today... Knowing that I will be giving Whisky away this Saturday, Angie bought Whisky a blueberry cake + cookies of different flavor... Whisky Love it and ate it sooooo quickly... We even video his greedy eating "look"...greedy dog...~~ keke







Angie, thank you for being there for me all the time and tolerating my temper during the incident and me refusing to speak to anyone... I really appreciate it and thank you for taking time to bake me nice cake, bringing me stuff at my door step and many many more ;)

I'm glad I have 4 very good friends with me all this while, pampering me with care, concern, patience & your visits... Thank you ladies... Karen, Angie, Lynn & Aurora :)

Lynn + Aurora + Myself Day! + hubby later on... lol...

Ms Lynn wasn't feeling well today but still, she came out and drive us to PS... so touch >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvfbKMObjnJ3H9-y-qsn9PzsdCnKFmL4XZ6zCWeOpNjVVEH2ETN-9RaFjVKomALj3tSa7sGndoJwIQ3vYqg6RiGsZK52urdHMqzpHOMAZbmT0Nh8vErMZWycjmwhxn7QySxKvaV9hxq5Ba/s1600-h/SNC00266.jpg">

Ms Aurora with her grilled chicken


Me with my sirlion steak ^^ Sigh... I look soo...... :S


I'm feeling so pissed with myself today that I did not take in much green leafy vegetable... (T_T)

Here a few shots we've taken today~






Aurora mentioned that she is deciding to have her ROM next year and wedding dinner in year 2011! I' felt happy for her ^^ So, we went to different jewelery shop with her to look around the diamond ring and wedding band ^^ Aurora and I are excited about being Lynn jiemei in august and her husband will have to suffer a little during the gate crashing as Lynn told us that ........... so... bless him... bride told us what she wants but we will discuss further in May...

Aurora bought the following stuff for me during her trip to japan~~ it's so kawaiiiiiii and nice~~~~ it's very sweet of her and she told me she felt happy to see me smile/happy again...



1. Cookies
2. Some kind of strawberry candy/jelly?
3. Health Charm
4. Good Luck Charm
5. Pregnancy Charm
6. Handkerchief
7. Mangnet
8. Coins Purse

Thank muchie girl! Love ya ^^

Hubby join me & Aurora for a movie at about 4.30pm... Shopaholic~ We love this movie.. Funny, Sweet, Love, shopping, "evil" side of credit cards...~ Lucky we are still in time to grab this show as it's going down the cinemas soon... Lynn couldn't join us as she's not feeling + she have to go over to her in laws place for dinner... Luckily, we will be catching up soon in May for her wedding stuff discussion~

My 1st outing with my friends since my pregnancy issue thingy... My confinement will end soon ^^ I will be heading to SATA tomorrow for x-ray on my back and butt... I hope everything is alright!


God bless everyone :)

Pale no more~ ^^

23 April'09

I'm loving "Dian Xiao Er" food now... It's so yummy and healthy and it's herb related! Hubby bought me for lunch at causeway point on Friday. Later on went to "Hock hua" to top up the ingredients for my longan drink, I've been taking longan + redates + ginger tea for close to 1 month, another 2 weeks to go, as well for my confinement food... Body is recovering and definitely stronger compare during my pregnancy...

Family meal Set



24 April'09

Hubby told me I look better now, pale no more! He told me I got more energy to "qi" (make him angry) him also... :P Again, tag along hubby for his delivery to Funan and Tampines One... So nice, get to see him 24h, hehe... I will be resuming back to work soon, maybe this week...
Anyway, shop around Tampines One for abit and asked my hubby to buy me this strawberry cake, it's really yummy and strawberry is sweet, abit pricey S$4.20. I'm missing taiwan strawberry already!



25 April'09

Rinse and shine~ Urgent order to Tiong Bahru this morning and of course I'll tag along with my hubby... After delivery I told hubby I wanted to go back as I'm tired but he suggest to walk for awhile -_-" Bless him, "walk for a while" makes his wallet hole bigger... lol... He brought me to porridge buffet and got me 2 dress from wanko/veeko^^ *sob* I'm becoming fat again but I don't care :P

Dress 1, Top part can be taken out and bottom can be wear as a skirt :)


The material of the dress is so comfty... casual and suitable for maternity wear :P


Molly will bring Casper the westie over my place on Monday to see if he can get along with Whisky... If everything is fine, I will have to give whisky away next week (T-T)

This evening, Hubby told me he wanted to bring me to "pak tor" and asked me to choose somewhere that I would like to go... lol... From 8.00pm - 9.15pm I'm still clueless... In the end, I told him I wana stay at home cos I'm sleepy already... his face ---> -___-"

Yippeee, will be seeing Lynn & Aurora tomorrow, am so looking forward to it ^^

The 5 minute chocolate cake in a mug

Karen show me the following and I would like to share it with everyone :)




It is so awesome and easy, I have to share it with everyone. Warning: we don't have large coffee mugs, so the cake was exploding out of our regular mugs, but don't let that stop you. It still makes an awesome mini dessert, perfectly potioned for one (or two, if you feel generous).

INGREDIENTS

• 4 tablespoons self-raising flour
  
• 4 tablespoons sugar (I made this with only 3)
  
• 2 tablespoons cocoa (Milo or Nesquick works too)
  
• 1 egg
  
• 3 tablespoons milk
  
• 3 tablespoons oil
  
• Splash of vanilla essence
  
• 3 tablespoons chocolate chips (optional)

DIRECTIONS

1. Mix all the dry ingredients in the mug and add the egg. Mix thoroughly before pouring in the milk and oil. Add the chocolate chips (optional) and vanilla extract to mix well.
   
2. Microwave for 3 minutes at 1000 watts (high). Don't panic when the cake rises over the top.
   
3. Allow to cool before eating with a spoon or tip out onto a plate.

Sweaty Day~

21 April 2009

Mummy cooked me ... Pig trotter with OMG 1 bottle of vinegar... -__-"
I really can't stand vinegar but I manage to take some of the "soup".

Long bean with prawns & ota egg


Vinegar pig trotter


22 April 2009

ASA Holiday called me yesterday to inform me that the hotel I requested is full and gave me 2 other choices to choose from. I confirm with her the hotel I wanted yesterday and this afternoon she called telling me it's full -___-"Luckily, she told me she manage to get a room for us at "xi men ding"(which I wanted our hotel to be in "xi men ding") phew... The room and ticket is confirm ^^ yippeee... I have also register hubby and myself for Computex in taiwan... 41 days to Taiwan...

Tag along hubby for his delivery to funan today, while he's done with the delivery we are heading out at the carpark and ahead of us is a ashgrey honda stream SJA8961A, as the barrier kept showing "please wait", he reverse without even checking! Hubby horn at him and he wave his hand to apologize, gosh... what a noob driver... We then head to ICA buliding to renew our passport and alight to check the car and carplate was... cracked... *sigh*
My passport will expire only in year 2011 but hubby insist that we do it together (Hubby passport expired this year Nov) The photo taken today was... disaster (T-T) Passport can be collected next Monday! :) After we are done with our passport hubby bought me to Bugis for a walk, he just wants me to walk more >.<

28 days to Hubby birthday, I have no idea what to get for him. My ear will have to suffer because he will nag at me for whatever I buy for him as he constantly repeating that don't waste money on him and he don't need anything, just give myself to him as present... lol
It will be our 4th year anniversary this coming October...I feel like we have been together for ages... keke

For my Hubby :)

thank you for your sweet love all these years...
thank you for giving me happiness...
thank you for being so sweet...
thank you for being there for me everyday...
thank you for driving me all around the places just to make me happy/smile...
thank you for giving in to me all the time...
thank you for being so patience...
thank you for cooking and helping out with the household chores...
thank you for cheering me up whenever I'm feeling down...
thank you for your hugs and kisses everyday...
thank you for tolerating my nonsense...
thank you for doting my parents...
thank you for the bedtime story for baby and me during my pregnancy...
thank you for the massage whenever my back, butt, hand, leg aches...
thank you for listening to my complain/whining although sometime i tend to repeat... :P
thank you for bringing me out for holidays ^^

thank you ... there's too many thank you to go on... Just want to thank my hubby for everything... I love you baby :)

Sickening dream...

Dreamt of a stupid dream and woke up at 7am today, fell asleep and the stupid dream continue! How irritating... Blah, don't want to go into details on the dream. I was damn pissed that I used my finger to poke my hubby face hard... cos.... he gave me bad dream... LOL!
He open his eyes to look at me and fell asleep again... -___-"

Don't understand why is my butt still aching and painful at time which any small/slighty movement will kill me... Will be seeing the doctor tomorrow as the appointment today was full and doctor was telling the nurse no appointment he won't entertain, how rude! Hubby was telling me there's another doctor at MT.E for back/butt pain, still considering as I believe the fees will be much higher... >.<>.<

While on our way out today, my neighbor was outside her house and the 1st thing she saw me was to look at my tummy... Sobsob... I wan my bloody tummy back!!! To be honest, my heart is still aching... One of my friend told me that she thinks I have depression after she read my blog -____-"

Have been taking DOM for the past two days and the taste and smell is really HORRIBLE...
I'm not a alcohol/wine person, after taking DOM my face will "red" up in less then 2 mins... Sigh... Chicken essence is bad as well... :S Nevertheless, I will continue to take no matter how bad it is... :p Endure!

June June June June... Fasterly come....~~~~~~ ^^

Sunny Sunday ^^

Reached Suntec at about 1030am today, no jam and plenty of parking space ^^ Not much people at the travel fair at this early timing :p After about 20 minutes of checking we decided to sign up with ASA, F&E to Taiwan... S$30 discount only :S Golly, most of the flight are full so we ended up flying on 02 June - 06 June instead of May... and hotel can only be confirm by next Wednesday... Hopefully there's space at Rainbow Hotel, please :) This will be my 4th time to Taiwan and I'm still very excited about it, the yummy strawberry, mango, milktea, food ^^

There's freebie from the travel fair for F&E to taiwan, which consist of:



1. T-Shirt x2 (Pink and Grey)
2. Deco for Handphone
3. Brochure/Map
4. Book on Taiwan
5. Lagugge lock
6. Notepad
7. Train pass in Taiwan (valid for one year)

After that Hubby suggest that we head to NgeeWatch at Suntec, he wanted to take a look at the watch for me again... I really love the watch but it's too pricey! They currently do not have the stock so the lady took down hubby number, telling us that she would check for us the best price and call us today but.. no news from her.

Anyway, we head to NewyorkNewyork for lunch, we ordered Meat platter for 2 and ... we can't finish it... It's a sinful meal .... Hubby will be fatter cos he ate more! hahaha... :p
By the way, I've been trying to gaining weight and I successfully gain about 4.5kg and now I have to maintain it... So easy to gain and it'll never easy to maintain... :(



Bought my most favourite chocolate from Royce... Yummyyyyy~~~ ^^



Next stop... We left Suntec and head to St Andrew Cathedral wanting to pray for our angel, Ryan but the hall was used for some elderly church session so we decide to go back tomorrow :)

We went to Central next just to buy this yummy bread, very soft... S$6 a pack.. it's really ex...



There's citychain at Central and we head in to try the watches that I like... 3 Model here...
Like the Gold colour design, it come in sliver colour but currently no stock... This watch comes with 8 diamond, previously the one that I like was with 52 diamond but the diamond is outside the watch and what if it drop out? ... zzzz



Left city chain, the staff will call hubby once they have stock and it's must be... best price if not forget it ^^

Today is my longest shopping trip after my pregnancy... Back still aching :S
I will be heading to office a short while tomorrow to do some stuff and updates :)


God bless everyone :)

Weekend!

Prepared potato with carrot for Whisky for his lunch today and guess what... he... he pick up the carrot and drop it onto the floor and ate only the potato (potato is already inside his stomach) .... argghhh!!



Drag my hubby out of bed early morning today to bring me out for breakfast ^^ We then head to NTUC at civil centre and he bought DOM & Chicken essence for me :) My daily routine will be:

Multi-vitamina/Floic Acid in the morning - Chicken Essence in the afternoon - DOM before bedtime...

Cook myself and hubby lunch today... chicken + Chicken essence + ginger + egg + potato... Been a long time since I last cook and now I can stand and walk longer... But my back and butt will still ache... :S Can I please recover and have a strong body soon >.<>.<

Hopefully, I can get a good deal tomorrow at the travel fair... Holiday~~~ I'm coming~ wait for me~~~ :P

HSG is cancelled!

Emailed my Gynae last night and got her reply in about an hour time... I was asking her whether is it necessary for me to take on the HSG test ... HSG stands for Hysterosalpingogram.

What is Hysterosalpingogram?

A hysterosalpingogram is a fertility test used to detect uterine and fallopain health. The HSG test uses x-ray technology to create a picture of the uterus and fallopian tubes. When you undergo an HSG test, colored dye is injected into you uterus. This dye then travels up through the fallopian tubes and out into the abdominal cavity. The HSG allows your health care provider to determine if there is any damage to your reproductive system.

I was telling her that on the day my baby cord came out the contractions took so long to happen and she have to increase the dosage from one, two then to three pills. I reached the hospital at about 4.30am and contractions happens only at about 11.00pm, 18hours of wait...
During the afternoon, Hubby & I went for walk in the hospital and I even hop around and down the stairs...and I was walking around my ward as my Gyane advise me to walk more to let contractions happen fast but...zzzz

My gynae reply was :"and yes, you're probably right - most unlikely cervical incompetence since it took so long to induce contractions! For patients with that problem, the fetus literally "slips" out easily even without contractions. guess i'm just hoping to find a cause and explanation for what happened.....so that may be we can prevent it from happening again...OK, I will agree with you - let's cancel the HSG!"

I've gone thru all kind of test and everything show normal, gynae is trying her best to find out what's the problem.. I was also very touch when Gynae came back on Sunday to visit me during my hospital stay and specially open up her clinic for me to have a ultrasound scan, to check how's the baby doing at that time... I would definitely go back to her for my next pregnancy :)

A normal Thursday

The bleeding/lochia has not stop...It's annoying... Argh~! Gynae also told me that menses won't be back so soon... and there's lump on my left and right side of butt due to repeated jab during the pregnancy and it's achy >.<

Yesterday hubby asked me whether I'm interested to go to Taiwan then to HK... Holiday~~~ ^^
I can only choose 1 due to tight budget and most probably we will be going to Taiwan again in June... We will be heading to Suntec this Saturday for the travel fair ^^

Hubby took me out for movie today at Yishun and we catch fast and furious 4, I would said the movie is nice~~ Before that we little a little shopping/walking as well...We walked pass city chain and hubby went in to check on a white Seiko watch with diamond and wanted to buy for me...It's about 1.4K... Holy Molly... It din happen as I've already hold his hand and walk him out... :P
Argh.. I can't seem to upload the picture of the watch... Here's the spec... It's white and it's really niceeeeee ~~~~

• Stainless Steel Case
• 10bar Water Resistant
• Sapphire Crystal Glass
• Screw Crown
• Screw Case Back
• 52 Diamonds

Nothing really special to blog about today, went to popular and bought a pregnancy book today, bought Whisky food as well... He will be leaving me on the 25th April to a better new owner (T-T)

I'm scared and worried about my next pregnancy on... what if... it happen again? I have a lot of what if on my mind >.<

Lynn's wedding is coming up soon and I will be meeting her and Aurora for a movie, makan and chit-chat session next Sunday! It've been a long time since we last catch up and Aurora is back from Japan, she got me quite alot of stuff... ^^ Yippee... Thanks girl...

Thank god, Lynn will be driving ^^

Updates...

During my hospitalization stay...

Dear friends, Thank you for your birdnest, honey, tonic, magazine, food, soft toy, MMS, DVD & flowers during my hospital stay... :) Did not manage to take all pictures, the following pics taken by hubby ^^

Soft toy from Lynn ^^


Birdnest from my friends... Karen, Angie, Albert, Ian, Eng


Flowers with fruits, thanks to my FIL


09 April '2009

Visiting the gynae and this is my 1st shower and washing of hair after about 12 days of confinement at my Mum's place...
Hubby secretly took some snap shot of me while I'm watching TV...

I look pale -_-"



11 April'2009

Hubby drag me out for dinner at causeway point, he wanted to cheer me up and wanting me to go out for a walk instead of staying at home... I saw pregnant women, baby and I felt miserable, I tried my very best to hold back my tears...

Hubby took me to sakae sushi, it've been a long time since I last took Japanese food... Last taken was like last year Christmas...

a messy pic of our meal...



We went to popular after our meal and hubby got 2 books for me, himself and our next baby... his/her storytelling book :) The book helps me to understand the basic of christian too as I'm a free-thinker and I would like to be a christian with my hubby :)



Dear hubby, Thank you for everything... Love you<3 ...

13 April '2009

Follow hubby for his goods delivery today, 2 location... IMM then to White sand ... Hubby bought me a hush puppies scandal in less then 5 mins -__-"

my new comfy scandal... ^^



Hubby then drove me to the new shopping mall, Tampines One... It's Monday afternoon and the shopping mall carpark is FULL, we have to park in Tampines Mall. Luckily it's just a short walk from Tampines Mall to Tampines One. Nothing special with the mall just some new shops which is not in other mall and one of the shop you have to Q to get in and the Q is freaking long... There's also lots of children wear, maternity shop... -_-" sobsob...

We went to Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant for our lunch... It's quit yummy and price is quite reasonable, set meal for 2 which consist of drink, soup & the maincourse, S$26.90.

Hubby's Beef cheese baked rice with tomato



My Chicken Chop cheese baked rice with tomato



Shifted back to our own sweet home today, I really appreciate my Mummy who've been taking care of me all this while and all the cooking... Surprising, my dad just called me just to tell me to rest early.... keke...

Last but not least, I just feel like yelling... I LOVE MY HUBBY :P

Looking forward to June :)

Visited the Gynae on Thursday, Uterus is back to normal, 8cm :)
I will have to wait for 1 mense then back to TMC for a test on cervix thingy which cost S$170 :S and.... We can try for baby in June'09 :D Meantime, I'm going to prepare myself and strengthen my body for my next pregnancy.

Gynae said I'm more on the fragile side so I have to take extra care and extra pre-caution for my next pregnancy... Hubby & I have discussed about giving Whisky away as during my 1st pregnancy I have a hard time taking care of him and also I have terrible backache whenever I shower, clean, groom him and I can't carry him... I am a super kaisu owner that Whisky area have to be very very clean... Hubby took care of him during my pregnancy complication but not up to my standard :x but I really appreicate whatever he did for whisky as he's allergy to whisky fur... He've got rashes, flu and sore-eye because of Whisky :x

We'll be planning for a short trip but have not decide on the venue yet... The hospital bills is killing my hubby... So bloody expensive. The amount spent on hospitalisation allow us to go Europe/Japan :(

Recovering...

I'm still on my way to recovering and to be a stronger person. A small corner of my heart will grieve forever.

Stop telling me to get over it because I won't or telling me that I'm still young to try again... you won't understand how I felt... It hurts more when hearing those words... It's not a miscarriage, its having to give birth and knowing my baby is dead...

Dear friends, I know you are concern about me I really appreciate it...

The horrible poke on the back of my palm... It's itchy and uncomfortable...

1st poke on 1st admission...



2nd poke on 2nd admission...


I would like to said a big thank you to Ms Karen Wee for being there for me... Buying herb with special delivery to my doorstep, telling me what to do, what not to do, smsing me most of the time to see how I'm doing etc etc... She's the one who truly understand what I'm going thru and how I felt... Thank you girl...

Oreo Cheese cake made by Angie...

Thank you for the cheese cake although I can't take it now :(
All food and drink need to be consume warm/hot for me now...

I will be seeing my Gynae next Thursday, I have lots of question for her...

My little angel, Ryan Lim

Today suppose to be my detail scan ...
Its been 6 days since our little angle left ... His image is always appearing on my mind, his little feet, finger, nose, lips... My heart is still aching...

Image of my angel....



The scan and growth of my angel is all shown as normal, no down syndrome.
Several blood test was done and there's no sign of infection or anything.
The reason is UNKNOWN...

May you rest in peace my angel... Mummy & Daddy loves you... You'll always be on my mind.